well, here I am, back from the rising sun country.

*sigh*

this place was like a dream truely... I like everything about it, everything. And everythign so clean how do they manage it with so much people? I mean I have 3 people in my appartment and it looks like a 3rd country sometimes. I visited mostly tourists places, tokyo disney, tokyo tower, meji shrine, zoji temple, asakusa temple, akihabara, harajuku, shiodome, shinjuku, shibuya and so on.. didnt go to imperial palace tho. oh well.. 2 weeks wasnt enough to cure me from my stress and anxiety but I had a blast tho <3 also, huyng out with himeka, one of my friend who left quebec to be a signer in japan. She is going to do the opening of Valkyria Chronicle Anime series.. you can have a preview of the song on her website here : [link] (shameless advertising for my friend)

might upload some pictures later on when I wont be lazy anymore.. might be months from now.. acutlaly im not lazy, I just have an overwhelming life.

work is fine but its just a constant impending doom. plus I am sick (blame the 72 hours up with only 8 hours of sleep)

and well, Im right now helping out one of my friend and she lives at my place with her new bf.. well not litterally at my place, lets say me and my neighbor and me share the hospitality.. they are supposed t move in one month.. They are all really nice.. poeple around me are all really nice.. but I have a shitload to deal with and, well it makes me annoyed really easilly, and I just want to appologies fo previous, present and futur time.

Laurence, Jayson, Carine, Hoang, you might come across this journal. You will see me bitching, you will see me biting, you will see me pissed off often. Please dont come to me for help, dont come to me. I need to get rid of my constant headache, I need to deal with my own life drama. Lately our chilling time is more about complaining about each others drama more than anything, and im tired of hearing about complains and Im tired of complaining myself.. Im trying to get out of my dark mood but its not helping, I need to focus on things that need really my focus, things that you call boring things: responsability and futur.. like income taxes, finding a new job that might save my precautious state, and finding a new appt and university matters.

I want to hang out, but I want to have funm not talking about depressing things, boys, drama, bitching..


so yeah, now Im off for some hard times cracking. I mean next weekend is easter and I have alot to do and familly to see.

so on that I hope people are all well, I hope your enjoying the great weather (even tho it has been raining in the past few days here) this is my last lazy day..


oh, and have you seen my inspiration? it has ran away somewhere and Im trying to find it